Contours of Life

MOVED!!!

2009-08-08T11:36:00.004+08:00

www.myzarahim.blogspot.com

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2009-08-06T22:45:00.003+08:00

I'm fully recover now, Alhamdulilah.

You, recover soon k :) I'm sick cause I Miss You Freaking Hell ok :)

Work!!

2009-08-05T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'm getting busy at work, I have piles of work to do as I took half-day leave for 2days because I'm suffering from a very bad headache :( pfftt. How am I gonna get myself to convert to Perm Staff :(. I HATE MYSELF for not being strong, now am taking more fruits to get my immune system back to normal. Which mean I'm gaining weight v.soon, cause I'm eating twice a day now :(.

I can't wait for my weekends :) will be meeting BF for both days. I Miss Him to the core, HARDCORE SIA.. :DDD Recover soon Loverboy. I Love the secrets we shared between us.. :)

I Miss My BF!!

2009-08-04T22:24:00.003+08:00

I Miss My Loverboy yaawww........ I'm getting my pay by end of Aug pfffttt and I already short of $$. Now I can't make any calls and even msg cause my bill is temporary cut off cchhiiissshhh. My room phone spoilt wth :(

I Miss You Dearie Loverboy...................

Mizah,

Arrgghhh!

2009-08-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

I might be having either a "Low Blood Pressure/High Blood Pressure". I dunwan to go for another consultation, so I was told to eat more fruits and multi-vitamins tablets. Aarrgghhh!!, my immune system is getting weaker day after day. I need to have super extremely enough rest and I'll grow Fat for being sucha healthy woman pffftt. I don't like to FAT can? This is godwill :D

I nearly vomitted in the car ppfffttt...

I MISS YOU!!

2009-08-02T11:35:00.002+08:00

I miss taking photos with you, I miss all the fun we used to have, I miss those time we used to have, I miss our regular meetup, I miss all those days.

I've been sick for weeks, which made you to be sick too and we are like twins. I really hope you will recover soon as my cough is getting better Alhamdulilah thanks to ur prayers and medicine. I will always pray for you and family :). Hope you will recover soon Loverboy I Miss You!!

p/s i feel like knocking my head with a hammer, it hurt so much

Kenduri

2009-08-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

I enjoyed my day though am freaking lethargic and half-dead now. It's freaking so nice to meet the aunties and uncles once in a while and yes with all the ghost stories telling is sucha good experience :D. I didnt know that i'm brave enough to hear all those stories from them, I find it interesting and it stop my interest from going overseas DAMN!! :(

I Miss My Loverboy!!! It's not nice to Miss You, dearie.. :(
I'm suffering from a severe headache and it hurts so much. I wanna have my beauty sleep now :)

Fyi, I don't need that post. Thanks anw cause I know what am I hearing and I just smile to what you said.

Mizah,

It's just not my day!!

2009-07-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

I dropped my ring, OUR Couple Ring!!! Loverboy already knew about it and his quite fine with it, abit of nagging though. I think I drop it somewhere cause the ring is too big for this lil finger of mine. As I already loss so much weight, from 45kg to 36kg ppffftt..

I've gt to tuck in now before Loverboy will nag at me :(.
Bye Pumpkins...

Mizah,

Thursday!

2009-07-30T19:10:00.003+08:00

YEAH!! It's Thursday...... :DD

The weekends is coming!!

I'm suffering from a severe headache, I just felt like hitting it with a Hammer. DONG!! Arrgghh!! It hurts badly and I'm going to Toa Payoh Central later with mummy.

I'd cut my hair yesterday and I feel good about it :) and that's gonna be my loyal saloon all thanks to Syaidah.

I miss my Loverboy so much... YEAH!! We'll meeting tomorrow......... I Miss taking photos with you, get well soon loverboy.

Sick Season!!

2009-07-29T19:19:00.007+08:00

It seems like everybody is sick, especially Fever(I really know how you guys feel cause the high fever made me suffer and I loss a couple of weight, this is godwill we can't do anything about it do always remember him). Like I said the weather is not doing good and I've to take Vitamin C to increase my Immune System back and even I've to force myself to drink more plain water(I've totally forgotten to bring back my precious water bottle, it's in the Office resting hahaha I've been pulling him very often every minwhen I cough, YES every MIN how bad can that be huh??) and I'm still taking my medicines pppfffttt.

Do take care Sweethearts!!! Drink more plain water and that's an advice that was told by the family doctor, Loverboy, Families, Friend(Syaidah) and Colleagues.

P/S An apple/guava a day make me feel healthy :D

Mizah,

Scared!!

2009-07-28T22:38:00.003+08:00

Oh c'mon let's talk about work now :D. I'm gonna owe a table on my own, computer on my own and a telephone on my own. Omg!! More work will be given to me and my Ugly notebook is everywhere with me now. I really got to write everything down, everything that I'm learning. I'm freaking scared now, hopefully I get to convert myself to a Perm Staff. Which means I have to get myelf comfortable with the environment, work and my colleagues there though some of them can really be arrogant, who cares anw. If only I could change the working hours from 8:30am-5:30pm, I would love that and I'll try to negotiate :).

*YAWN* I need to take my medicine and have my sleep :) Bye sweets!! Do drink more plain water as the weather is not doing good. I'm still having my cough, running nose and a come and go fever :(.

p/s recover soon loverboy, i'll always pray for u. *amin*

Mizah,

Realise!! Friends

2009-07-27T22:54:00.005+08:00

I just realise one thing, that I really shud keep it in my heart:
Do not listen to others, they can just be a hypocrite that u'll never noe they demself talking bad about you. Mind you if I really change, I change for a better. So please ignore me if u Hate me :)

These phrase: "Let bygones be bygones" made me change with further advices from MY LOVERBOY too :)

So what are friends for??

There Will Always Be a Follower

2009-07-27T19:35:00.007+08:00

Oh please, I'm sick of this shiat!!! Can you please for gdness sake have ur own bloody style, stop following others. I have my own for goodness sake unlike YOU........................and I freaking know where to get all those things. I know more than you do obviously cause u just trying to be Ohhh, i started to like it first......and know what, u're a LOSER with a BIG WHATEVER...... U're FAKE understd me. Please lah eh, do still adjust the way u dress and for you to know I'm a Materialistic Woman and I only go for ORIGINAL and NOT FAKE!! and I still think u're still new to know all this hahaha....Try to be more evil than me!!! Like I said I HATE SHIT!!

"I'm getting married soon(u wanna follow me too?)hahahaha..... That's fake obviously, I miss MY LOVERBOY up to my core please :(((. I've learnt my lesson to keep everything to myself now".

p/s this is meant for someone but I don't think she will be reading this.

New Baby

2009-07-26T21:34:00.005+08:00

The new baby is here today but the old baby is still Love. Know what i chose pink for my new baby, instead of green which i think green is nicer when i reached home. It's alright, i might just love the new baby too i just have to learnt more about the setting which is AGAIN. To my Lover Boy you'll get ur baby before December since i didnt get anything for you on our Anniversary that's gonna be ur present :) I'm sure u'll love it.

I need to sleep early today :( BORING!!

Nikon I love You!!

2009-07-26T12:00:00.003+08:00

The thoughts of trading the old Nikon to a new brand camera have come to waste. A pretty much better idea have came up into my mind :). But I'm still figuring out what type of camera I'm looking for :) and I've to do a quick research on this by today. I STILL LOVE MY NIKON!!

The thought of work have been making me so confused. I'm under the administration work, all I do last week is to scan invoices and key in the invoices in the system. I do not have my own table, computer and even a telephone which they said I'll be handling the telephone calls. Pretty much complicated and I'm totally confused over the jobscope that I'll be doing in the company hhhmmmm........Pretty much regret for not going for another interview that is receptionist cum admin. By the time I already have my own desk, what's more with computer and a telephone pfffttt........ I just have to wait and see what's happening next hhmmm.
and I'm still thinking whether to apply for Part-time Diploma?? Question mark is all over me.

Jealousy!!

2009-07-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

No Matter how weak I am, I have to be strong to face all obstacles that I'm facing everyday.

I don't mind having all sorts of friends, even if u're Minahish type of person. I don't give a fcuking damn seriously. Just be nice with me front and back :)) and I HATE SHITS!!

On a brighter note am going for Sea adventure next year, Woooohooo............I Love That :))

On Medical Leave

2009-07-24T08:12:00.003+08:00

It have been 2 weeks, coughing like crazy, vomited everywhere i go. When for a consultation at Polyclinic and was brought to H1N1 symptom area. I was given a 2days Medical Leave and it only cost me $11.60 with just 2 medicine :) it worth the $$ but the cough syrup isn't effective enough. I'm still coughing terribly. I'm missing BF and i did manage to meet him today :))

I Love You till Eternity My Lover Boy :))

Work Life

2009-07-21T21:47:00.004+08:00

Today was my second day of work. Everything seems to be fine, i left w/o finishing my work hahahaha. I'll finish it tomorrow and i'll be learning new things tomorrow too :)) and tomorrow is Wednesday YEAH!!! Am missing my BF so much, we didnt really get to meet now as i'm still not feeling that well. BF needs me to go home straight and have a rest :) thanks BF I Love You!!

Will upload Irfan Mini Birthday Party soon.... :DDD Am updating the photo gallery again :DD

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2009-07-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY IRFAN!!

All of us LOVE YOU SOO MUCH, even ur Pakcik Hidayat :)

I smell so smelly, just vomitted everything out eewww.. Grroosss!! Bro brought home his new GF a year yaounger than me :). It's always like that either it's younger or older. We didnt even shake hand like pfffttt cause i'm always a girl who nvr makes the first move. BF encourages me lots of things, he always brighten up my days :) I LOVE YOU!!

The cough is still making me sick :( its not a good thing.

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2009-07-18T14:06:00.004+08:00

I Miss Going Out With BF??

Thank God am feeling well again, only left with the cough which made my Holiday alil longer now as I was send back home yesterday. I'll be back to work when I'm perfectly Healthy :D

How I wish, I am not badly Ill :(

Beware!!

2009-07-16T19:01:00.002+08:00

Beware of "Makcik whom knock on the door to sell keropok". Please ignore and pls pass these news around.. Now that the Makcik is at Tampines....

Please do not open the door..................

I'm Well

2009-07-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

Thank God!! The High Fever(40 degree celcius) that i managed to control for 3days is getting better. Now i'm left with bodyache, gastric pain and the giddiness. I have a total of 4days MC which is not a good start but i'm back to work on Friday they still do employ me thank god.

My tastebud is still tasteless :(( ................................and my ass keep shitting :(.
& I love my stomach now, it's totally flat :))

Sick

2009-07-13T13:15:00.004+08:00

I really hate this. I've to sleep with 3 packets of tissue papers by my side. Temperature last night was 39.7 that's really high, ate 2 pills of paracetamol and yes it did get better when i woke up early in the morning but the giddiness make me feel like vomitting. Today was my first day of work pfffttt. Am really lucky that the 1 hu is in-charge of me is v.nice. She told me to rest at home. I'll be back to work on Wed as am having 2days MC. Am pretty tired with the cough and Flu. I keep sneezing and coughing not having the mood to eat anything. I ard loss 1kg meaning I'm 37kg now. I wan my 35kg back :) the thin me. I dunwan to be fat again, I've gt to watch my diet really :D

I've gtg ard, i need to take my medicine. Before i vomit everything out again :( Tadaaaa.

p/s hopefully they still hired me but not fired me :(

Like Again

2009-07-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

I fall sick again..Am having a cough rite now. It's not H1N1 oh please... :) I can't wait for december can..hahahaha

Hhmmm..

2009-07-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Oh yes seriously i need to get a new camera for myself like aarrgghh, i just bought it. I lost the charger like always, i forgotten where I keep it or mb I've thrown it away i really have no idea. Even my SD Memory Card have spoilt, so now tell me what to do? Get a new camera obviously rite pathetic.

Mobile phone is ard asking for a new one too. I've been throwing it uncountable times arrghh, am not getting any new electronic items from BF animore :(

Ok ok, I need my bed I've been cleaning up my room and all the old bags are now down in the big bins :D but still i need to do some touchup abit :)

I can't wait for tomorrow, am meeting BF. Oh sweetheart do come for a holiday with us :)

2009-07-10T21:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY NANA!!

May all your dreams and wishes come true.

Enjoy your day!!

Am really sorry that i couldnt turn up for the celebration today :(

To all my dear friends:

Me and my friend Syaidah is planing to go for a holiday at Kuala Lumpur on December 2009.

Please visit us @ www.yeahitsholiday.blogspot.com for more information :)

Thank God!

2009-07-09T22:44:00.004+08:00

I've gt a piece of good news for myself. Have been waiting for these all this while and yes thank god(Syukur Alhamdulilah). I get myself a Perm Job in Admin, yeah! Hopefully nothing goes wrong again. I feel good about it, i wanna have my holidays dreams to come true u see :D.

I Miss All My Friends + YOU TOO DEAR.. It's a sad thing about tomorrow seriously :'( i feel so shitty yes.

On a brighter note am meeting BF for both Sat and Sun YEAH!!! Aku Cinta Padamu! We're gonna have lots of Fun :). You're freakin good BF, oh yes he teach me alot of things. Thank You So Much, I'm so thankful that I've found you :).

Stress Babey!!

2009-07-04T23:08:00.004+08:00

My brain really stop yesterday after reading an email. I do feel like SHOUTING!! I received an email that said i've an interview on Mon, it's a perm admin job. It is located at Media Centre, ok now u tell me. When comes to SPH, what do think about the location. Very near to ur house, it is at Bradell and fret not the location is at Genting i don't know what. Fuullaaammaakk!! I've been searching high and low for the location, and again my brain stop aftr that. Let's put that aside, come back to Fri.

I looked at the email straight w/o a blink. I am totally BLANK, so i told my senior she is super nice. She gave me an advice by saying this; To be frank, you have to think for urself now but not others which I can be really selfish to stop you from going(as they really in need of Temp employers). Full-time u have benefits unlike temp, when i start to think about it, she is freaking so true lah kan and she did said Perm salary is much more higher den temp job. That's true lah kan, I'm really confused now. Even sis ask me to go for it.

Aku boleh jatuh sakit ok....... Errgghhh!!

BF thank you soo much for the MNG Jeans, Adidas Slippers, Mini Fan and i just bought for you Crocs sandal :(
Will spent on you on the upcoming month k.. I Love You Every Single Seconds........

Happy 3 Years Anniversary!!

2009-07-02T07:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNIVESARY DEARIE!!

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY MIND....

I WILL LOVE YOU TILL ETERNITY....

I'm totally dissapointed that our photos can't be upload. It's ok i will still love you no matter what :D aku cinta padamu....

Alhamdulilah

2009-07-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Thanks To All for the prayers :D

Get myself a job is feeling so good, though it's only a temp it is convertable actually. Idah, i know what the consultant mean already, i called and ask btw thank you tau :)

Am still thinking whether to get a sandal or i mean open shoes for myself. Am still thinking about it. Shall wait for tomorrow :) or just wait for my upcoming pay :D YEAH!!

At Last............

2009-06-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, an agency called me to ask whether am interested in Temp Admin. I did said yes cause i don't mind getting a low now. As long it's an Admin Job, i wanna have an experience in Admin, i don't mind sitting down hahahaha..

Do pray for me yea :) thanks.
Another Interview, hopefully it's successful.

Baby I'm sorry..............

2009-06-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

Everything seems to be so dead today. All i did at home is sending out resume to one company to another and i freaking totally forgotten to photocopy my qualifications. I've to get it done before Mon, so i really have to drag my feet down to Toa Payoh Central to have it photocopy tomorrow:(. I'm being freaking so lazy nowadays. My Lovely Mummy being so restless eversince she started to think of resigning from her company. I haven get to tell this to Syaidah cause she's the one hu get me a part-time job at her workplace, am so sorry sweetheart thanks yea..Cause by hook or by crook i've gt to find a real job as i tend to take Part-Dip in SP. I can't always depend on Mummy, though eversince when i was in Sec 3 i ard bought my own clothes, slippers etc using my own pocket $$. Even my levi's jeans that i gt it's from my own pocket $. I do save up that's the only way i do and the cause of losing weight it's not the reason. It's because i fall sick in every month. It's not a good thing either and the weight lost is really alot, and now am gaining some weight ard :( I wanna be 35kg again or less please....

The best thing now is to pray to get myself a real job asap. I need to buildup my career before it's too late. I wanna get marry with BF......... :DD I Love You Dear, am really sorry to make you worry about me. Trust me I Love You Till Eternity and for godness sake u're a nice man. U treat me well, u shower me with love, u pampered me, u have trust in me, u understd me, ure loyal and ok there's too much for me to type :D To make it short I Love You To The Core Up To My Socks :DD. So am really appreciate if u guys could wish me luck for my future :D Thank You!!

Transformer 2

2009-06-26T23:14:00.004+08:00

Two Thumbs up for Transformer 2. It's worth waiting especially the action part *wink*, now am looking forward for Transformer 3 it's v. predictable that they will launch Transformer 3. Watch It and Understand It :)

Am really not in a good mood today, my head knock me down in the middle of the show. I nearly cried for the pain in the end gt to tell BF that it really hurts, he massaged for me awhile cause i felt that am too pampered :) so i stop him and i massaged it by myself instead *grin*.

Believe it or not?? Am really being independent as i'm attending sumtink on Mon. I'm going Alone ;) Yes ALONE!!

And i know that u Hate Me!! am not referring to BF. It really hurts to hear that from you, i know that i'm STUPID i didnt get into freaking Polytechnic and i freaking gt a very bad result. U never shower me with Love, fret not.

Transformer

2009-06-26T00:16:00.004+08:00

Will be watching TRANSFORMER tomorrow night................. For heaven sake am already in a tempting mood to eat nachos hahahaha :D

I really gt to bump2 before the BF will knock me down tomorrow. I Love You BF, mmmuuuaacckksss!!!

Interview

2009-06-23T19:23:00.003+08:00

Every interview i went, my answer will be surely NO. I have no reason y cause i do not have confident in myself. So i'll just depends on Fate and shall just pray for it.

I really need to start saving. Nomore spending.............................
Am going for a karaoke with Siz, Bro-in-law and Irfan ltr :D aku tk tahu nyanyi eh

WHAT

2009-06-23T11:09:00.002+08:00

Am going for an interview pretty soon today. Hopefully i get the offer, ya allah do pray for me yea :D I really need a job, am going for a Holiday most prob on the early August with all my Ex clinic collegues. They're nice people :) and am not gonna change job any more this gonna be the last. Hopefully hopefully i get the job, do pray for me yeah. Thanks :)

Good Nice Gift from..............

2009-06-22T21:31:00.004+08:00

Horrible horrible, i grew fat within a month. How can this be ggrrrr, the sadness killed me really. I spent my money on a v.good gift for myself adding one more collection of bags; Kate Spade. Honey Honey Honey, i want Money!! And am seriously broke hahahaha.. Regret?? Narrhh, i won't regret the single lil i do now. That's not my way to make my life goes on. I need a rest really :D goodnight sweetheart.

Mizah,

Autumn Tale

2009-06-21T14:15:00.003+08:00

Woke up with a swollen eyes, wth. I cried from 12:00am-6:00am ok.

WHATEVER

2009-06-20T19:40:00.003+08:00

On a sad note, i already quit my job that am in.

Now tell me who wanna work when ur own in-charge doesn't welcome you when it's ur first day of work??whereas the CHINESE employee received a good welcome from her.

Who wanna work when ur own in-charge said freaking NO when u wanna further ur studies by taking a part-time Diploma??

Who wanna work when ur own in-charged said she felt embarrased when u have 2days of MC, which u're freaking v.sick and u still come to work but u received that comment from her.

NOW TELL ME HOW DO YOU FEEL??

Rina Please Come Back!!
Syaidah thanks for everything yea ;)
and
Girls(Sec School) I MISS YOU GIRLS; Syaidah, Shiela, Nikki, Herwinda, Nurul and Rina(is at Nepal).

Last Post For This Month

2009-06-07T23:28:00.004+08:00

These gonna be my Last Post for this month cause am too lazy to update blogs anymore but am still good enough to read my friends blog whenever i'm free. So excuse me for not updating but do feel free to read my past entries, tag me as when and where you like as i will not be deleting this blog. Have a good time blogging *wink*

I'll continue blogging after these month.

Back To Clinic

2009-06-06T12:59:00.005+08:00

Received an sms from the A&E Executive yesterday. I'm back in the Clinic, which means am learning of how to do with the billing, which i really have to learn fast. Am gonna be 2 months there and am pretty make sure that i've gt every lil thing in my head pffftt. My shift is back to the normal Office hour shift 8:00am-5:00pm, 8:30am-5:30pm and 9:30am-6:30pm.

I really cant wait to apply for PT Diploma and it's freaking 4 years to get the cert. I have to work as a PT for freaking 4 years cause i know it's not easy. I know by the time most of friends are getting married and earning an income. I can't live with only $1200 in my hand, i really can't *peace* am stating the fact. With a Higher Nitec cert earning only $1200 in your hand which is equivalent to a Nitec holder, is this freaking fair. FRET NOT!!! Even a nitec holder can earn more than 1200 in their hand(chinese is not included cause no matter how much they ask for am sure they will get). Am not being racist here but am stating the fact :) we have to face the reality.

Sick, FLU

2009-06-04T22:27:00.002+08:00

Am having a FLU, not H1N1 Flu but a normal flu. Am on mc for 2 days and am gonna rest lah kan. Have to get ready for my four straight night shift :), good news there will be an allowance lah kan YEAH!! Am too weak to update so much tadaaa....

Goodnite Beautiful People..

Crazy over Money

2009-06-04T09:42:00.002+08:00

Ok, shoot me!! Am working NIGHT SHIFT on Sat, Sun, Mon and Tues. Allowance please2 come in please, am going after allowance just to have a better pay. Hopefully the whole 3 months of working at cdc2 will be fine. I wanna be at Station B all the time please....

Anniversary Coming!!

2009-06-03T10:18:00.004+08:00

Am freaking can't wait for our Anniversary. We're gonna have our dinner at Hyatt Hotel together with Sister, bro-in-law and mb the whole family again. Since my sis and mum anniversary falls on July :) I alrd have an idea in mind :D

Pretty upset with NYP, they no longer hold any part-time diploma. So i'll have to wait till mid of December for now. I've made up my mind and decided mb to quit these job. I still want to study lei.. Ok bla, i gt to go ard lah kan....WORK WORK WORK!!

Oh anw,

HAPPY 20TH TO MY DARLING SHIELA!!

I really apologise that i can't make it for the mini outing. So sorry darl we will meetup soon yea :(

Burp!! Excuse Me!!

2009-06-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

Like finally, today is my OFF day FREAKO!! So metup with my lovely boy, he spent a few bucks today. He insist not to take my money when he spent so much today, anw thanks dearie. He spent on Pizza Hut, Gloria Jean's, 2 Disney cup(Chip and dale), a Winnie the pooh and friends bowl for Irfan. Thanks Dear!!

Guess what i'm being soo forgetful like granny and am only 20(not yet lah eh). I forgotten to call eerrgghh!!! Tomorrow is my morning shift, Goodnight everyone!!
No OFF day for last week, whereas this week my OFF day is today. Wazzup with the roster, am i a Robot!! Even Sales Assistant atleast have 2 off days. Nvm, the most important make sure they pay me more I DON'T WANT TO CLAIM TIME ASS. So i can save a lil.

SWINE SWINE!!

2009-06-01T08:29:00.002+08:00

Because of Swine ive gt to work in CDC, because of swine i couldnt meet up with my friends all this are because of swine. There a few cases ard now in Singapore fcuk man. Am taking part-time diploma i dont give a damn.....

Swine is in Singapore

2009-05-27T19:37:00.002+08:00

The news have spread and i believe everyone knows about it. Eeerrrgghh, omg!! MASK again and i fcuking fail 2 masks test can, i can't even wear the smallest size but i still do have n95 mask and much more nicer lah kan den the other 2 new masks(1 mcm hidung babi and lagi 1 mcm mulut itik). Do take care and don't be lazy to wash ur hands be clean babies... Gosshhh, i knew it.

Finish!!

2009-05-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

Am totally finish. BF told me to go for a consultation, to see what happen with me. Easily forget the things that i do am super forgetful. Ok whatever with me am still doing Fine just that i need to loss some weight, and god ive gain 3kg. Oh, c'mon..I want that slim2 thin2 body again :))

Decide

2009-05-23T09:53:00.005+08:00

So BF decided to buy me a coach bag :) instead of me buying it he paid me $100 monthly. Thank You!! v.much..

I cant wait for our marriage can(masih lama siak) :D. I cant wait for our honeymoon can.
I cant wait to go Indonesia with you can.
I cant wait to meet you can.
I MISS TRUCKLOADS LAH KAN!!!

Msg

2009-05-20T19:19:00.003+08:00

Since ive been freaking lazy to blog nowadays, i already planned to blog once in a while if only ive gt something to update about and fyi ive been forcing myself to blog everyday and whatever i blog for the past few days is nonsensical i apologise for that really. Keep a lookout at the side column what will be my next update :)

I want shop something for my BF can.....

Happy 26th Birthday Sister

2009-05-19T23:11:00.004+08:00

Happy 26th Birthday to Kakak ku yang tersyg amat skali :))

Hope you like the burberry bag that we bought for you. We add one more collection in ur wardrobe ok :D we know u like it..

Random

2009-05-19T22:50:00.003+08:00

Ive already updated the Sentosa photos in our Facebook. Take a look at it if ure free(if only u guys have our sharing facebook). Ive gt 2 good news and 2 bad news, ok whatever.. The bad news is am waiting for them to confirm for my unpaid leave request and am waiting for my parents approval to go Indonesia with BF but on a brighter note ive ard request for my unpaid leave and soon i will have $ in my pocket hahaha :D Btw, both of us own tat keychain and his the want who plan to buy it :))

Mizah,

Holiday

2009-05-18T19:59:00.003+08:00

I wanna tag along with BF to Indonesia :) please!! Shiat man my probation have not end :(. I can't wait for 6th June can.. hahahaha!! I freaking love my BF siak!!

Buy me a CHANEL please!! hahahahahaha! These was what BF said to me the other time, please stop getting expensive stuffs for now, save ur $$ for our future(marriage he means) after that whatever stuffs you wanna get go ahead YEAH!!!

A Trip!!

2009-05-17T22:40:00.004+08:00

Coming up next!!
Sentosa-ing again. So stay tune for 6th June photos yea :) Anyone who wanna tag with us?? :D
I really hope i can go a trip to Indonesia with BF :( i'll try to ask for 2days leave.

P/S to my higher nitec girls, i apologise for not turning up on last Sat :( So sorry!!

Underwater World!!

2009-05-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

Am pretty upset with myself for not turning up to meet my higher nitec friends today. We shall go out together again yea next time so sorry about it.

Met BF and off we go underwater world, superb we had a great fun absolutely but some of the pics i looked ugly though but who cares. Next outing will be Dolphin lagoon, sky luge and more.. I'm freaking excited lah kan now :) Oh Shiat i still have WWW tix. Tomorrow will be going for jogging with BF :) to gain back my stamina babe i need the thin2 body :) *grin*

Tadaaaa!! Shall update the photos soon yea :)

Love Letter

2009-05-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

To Muhammad Hidayat Bin Nahar,

Do you know how much i love you? Do you know how much i need you? Do you know how important are you in my life? Do you know how good are you towards me? Do you know that you pampered me alot? Do you know that how much i miss you everyday? Do you know why i love? Do you know that i've lots of ques to ask you? Am not sick of being with you!! Though we do quarrel and whatsoever. I Still Love You till eternity lah kan :)))))

mizah,

Random!!

2009-05-14T19:07:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking desperate to take a Part-time Diploma now!! I mean it now, my interest to learn is back. 2 new girls in my workplace was promoted to Senior PSA just because they have Diploma and they are still NEW Coolkepe!! So am freaking desperado to take part-time diploma NOW. Ok Mizah kau mcm2 but am saying the fact lah kan. Okey put that aside.. I'm still not sure with my pay now wth either it will be an hourly rate or monthly rate am still clueless :( nvm shall wait for my pay to come. Come on in, hopefully it will be hourly rate :))

Tomorrow is Freaking FRIDAY!!! and i'm working on Sat ppfffttt!!!

Mizah,

I cant wait for weekends!!

2009-05-13T23:31:00.002+08:00

Wonder wonderful!! Met love after work and we had tremendous moment together. I need a new slipper, a new clothes, a new shorts, a new blouse, a new dress and i just need something new lah kan..

Okey, SHUTUP!! Weekends c'mon.....

Going out with the girls on Sat but girls ive gt to bring BF along cause we'll be going somewhere else after that soo soorrryy yea.
and Sun am going to meet BF again!! Payday is coming in....and am taking for some gdness Diploma course v.soon but not that soon..RUBBISH!! i know.. Tadaaa

Mizah,

Oh My Fringe!!

2009-05-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

Guess what i cut my fringe yaw, but it turn out to be pretty ugly. I just couldnt do anything anymore waste my $3.00. I dont understd why couldnt i get the way that i want pfffttt. Naarrrrhhh, it still can be grow anw so relax mizah. Eeerrrgggggrrrrrrr...

Meeting my Love tomorrow yeah!!! :))

Dear BF

2009-05-11T22:02:00.007+08:00

Dear BF,

Just be patience of what's happening around us. I really do understd how you feel as in the previous month i was in the same shoes as urs now. Don't worry yea i will always be by ur side like you always do :). Take good care of urself aite, gdnite dear.. We shall meet soon yea :) I Love You Always :)

With Love,
Hamizah
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When out to meet syaidah after work as she accompanied me to get siz presents. Thanks sweetheart :) just be patience k. Am sure he will realised it and if not y not you talk to him and told him nicely but do not lose ur anger to him lah of course ok ;). Am sure he will be ok cause as for me, i can me nasty of course ALWAYS lah kan. But i do talk to him nicely if the matter get worst you have too sweetheart. You have to learnt to give in eventhough it's not ur fault :), but as for me BF is the one who always giving in :p.
Ooops, excuse me for the advices so bought for siz a Mango dress and a pair of Reebok shoes :).
Btw, work is good today :). Tomorrow am learning Billing omgdness it's getting more more complicated lah kan DAMN!!
AND OKEY AKU DAH GEMUK!!! I NEED TO DIET pfffttt!!! and i need to cut my fringe :) am cutting it tomorrow. Tadaaa!! goodnite, i need my good sweet nice sleep :)

Mizah,

Boring + Random = Crap

2009-05-10T22:26:00.005+08:00

I'm craving for Sentosa, beaching and photo-taking :) am gonna drag BF there v.soon.

I MISS MY BF(yayat love) SO MUCH!! :) I'm the happiest woman in the world for these coming weekends. BF OFF on both weekends yeah!! Most probably i'll be going Indonesian with BF and family in June and December Sunway Lagoon please!!

Mizah,

2009-05-10T20:45:00.005+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY Emak!!

All of us Love you so much :)

We shared and bought for mother an esprit bag :)

And Happy Mother's Day to Yayat Love Emak too!!

Mizah,

GUESS!!

2009-05-09T23:06:00.007+08:00

GUESS WHAT!! BF bought me a Guess bag :)) YEAH!! and these gonna be the last time BF will buy for me a bag cause he said am crazy over branded bags hahahahaha.. pe je am not ok(butyesactuallyamcrazyiknow) Butbut BF will buy me more clothes instead replacement yeah hahahaha pe je..

Okey, sweetheart i know it's hard to find a job nowadays. I shall ask HR whether do they still hiring people or not awrite?? If yes i will take the forms for you sweethearts ok :) but am not too sure whether you'll get it or not. I cant do any recommendations as i'm still new and i think it's not that strong lah kan. I cant promise that u'll get it ok ;) All the best yea. Warning!! Hospital is not easy, you have to be really patience. Many of them quit cause they can't take the stress!! It's really stressful, i'm just stating the fact :). But give it a try first ok ;)

Mizah,

Miss You Love

2009-05-09T08:00:00.006+08:00

I can't wait to meet you LOVE!! Supposingly we'll be meeting yesterday but due to his tiredness he woke up late we cancelled our plan :). We'll be down to town as i need to get something for siz and myself :)).

*I hurt my phone yesterday evening. Phoney need some medication v.soon or i need to replace with a new one soon. We shall see but i still Love this phone am so sorry to hurt you phoney ;(

Mizah,

2009-05-06T21:51:00.005+08:00

Like i said it's for real lah kan. Burberry for siz just posing for her, she tot i'm the hu owns it lah kan. She doesnt know anything yet :) hahahaha!! After work we went towning to burberry outlet. We act as if i'm the one hu gonna buy it, which i ard tot of getting burberry last week but i change my mind to get Coach(i used my own $$ ok) instead(am not gonna use it till Raya, i know it's still a long period of time but who cares). *winkwink*

So we asked her which is her choice to choose :) and our idea goes on........bla bla bla.....

p/s I Hate Copycats!! Have your style can, i really hope the 3girls will read this!

Mizah,

Coach me Babey

2009-05-04T19:41:00.006+08:00

GSS is just around the corner, yesss SHOPPING!!! Whoever hu read this entry previously will be surprised lah kan cause am posting a different post. I dont think i should post that at all cause it's so so STUPID of me to post that so Pardon me for that yea. For a proper update will be coming up soon. Am too lazy to update anything if there's nothing.

Oklah, ive gtg ard i need my rest now though it's only teaching and practicing today.
Next week will be going out with my girlies(higher nitec) :))on Sat. Am trying making myself free on that day. Am surviving for meeting BF once a week WTH!!

Mizah,

Happy Belated Birthday Amirah

2009-05-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

1st May

Happy Belated 20th Birthday Amirah!!!

All the best in every choices you choose aite :)

Burberry For Sister

2009-05-03T21:46:00.003+08:00

I felt so excited for siz birthday, will be getting for her a Burberry bag and it's for Real(No Imitation please). Freaking excited rite, she will cry man...
As for dad we'll be getting him a perfume and a montagut shirt which his fav.

I have something in mind for BF ard :) Oh c'mon Anniversary :)

Holiday!!

2009-05-03T09:51:00.001+08:00

I wanna go for a Holiday :). Ive been begging BF to go, oh c'mon but of course with some friends too..

Swine Flu

2009-05-02T22:14:00.005+08:00

*pray*
After SARS, Foot Hand disease, Bird Flu and now what Swine Flu(pig flu). Okey, i'm really clueless i just gt a job in hospital and now Whazzup with this FLU. Have to be really careful and ive gt to wear a mask if it's really getting worst gggrrrrr!!!oh god it's alrd spreading to Asia ok. It's already fated lah kn and it's god will we can nvr do anything, just pray very hard that we dont get infected :) *peace*. TTSH is really doing v.gd, temperature is taken once you enter the hospital and it's sucha hassle for us staff to take our temp before we start :).

ticktockticktockticktock........the clock is ticking, i need something new :)

Heart Sank + Love

2009-05-02T17:39:00.002+08:00

Am really freaking upset, nothing can describe even words. Eeerrrggghhhh!!!

Our Anniversary is coming wooohooo!!!

TIRED

2009-04-29T19:13:00.003+08:00

What a hectic day!! I was assigned to the Urine Department where ive gt to pass them the urine bottle for them to urine inside it and bla bla bla and after my lunch hour, i'm working alone, I MEAN IT ALONE!! That was my first time ok and even was the first day learning in that department, how stress it can be man. Oh god I'm facing with 1 big mistake yea know pffftt. Anw, my clinic was the busiest clinic lahhh... OMGod!! Am freaking tired now and i have a stack of sheet to file that i didnt gt to finish it up.

Ok enough!! I'm really tired :) I need my rest.
C'mon it's not that easy lah kan and the patients keep asking us when is their turn, and then there this lil lovely malay boy talked to me when i was working all alone and he said that he will come back tomorrow which his grandma doesnt have to hahaha, how cute is that uh? I'm freaking proud of myself :D

Tadaaa

Random

2009-04-27T19:20:00.004+08:00

Everything is fine at work but there's always something that is not right which i don't think i wanna mention it here cause there's nothing in a Human live is Perfect. Work is always tired yea.. :)

I'm Missing You Dearie Soo Muuccchhh......as much as you miss me too :'(

2009-04-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

Thatzit, am missing my Dearie Boy badly :'(. Will be sleeping very soon and guess what ive gt an interview in the position i am now but in a different hospital. Alhamdulilah.... :)

Am Half sick!!

2009-04-25T22:20:00.003+08:00

I'm half sick today. Sneezing starting to irritate me and my throat will always dries up like HELL and i'll cough like a patient with having a disease sucks man... I think siz disease have pass to me since she slept with me when she's sick. I really need a paracetamol for now.

Eventually, i went out even when i'm sick. Met my darl Shima, awesome all the photos my eyes one side is obviously smaller den the other cause i keep rubbing it when i'm at home :D

Hey, if you guys HATE ME SOO MUCHH just say it out and Shhhoooo meee away... If i'm at fault there's no need for you to shout at me, if my mistake is just a thing i'm a human which is the same as the both of you. So you do not have to shout at me in that way!!! Am not gonna regret what u guys have done to me, but listen here am not gonna forget what the both of you had done to me. I'm being pretty patience nowadays but today the both of you have already look down on me and now what!!! What the both of you want from me exactly..Say It Right To My Face....!!!!!!

Out with Syaidah :D

2009-04-24T22:54:00.004+08:00

Okey now, i'm gonna be busy with work starting from Mon onwards. They called and told me that i'll be starting to work on Mon. That's it, YEAHNESS!! Am saving money for transport and food OMG!! :D okey, put that aside now.

So went to meet Syaidah at 12:00pm, awesome we had fun(hope u had fun too sweetheart), camwhored a lil at TTSH garden as she accompanied me to change my skirt size(thanks sweetheart). Then next we proceed to causeway point to collect her t-shirt, then we proceed to go our separate ways :D. We're gonna meet again yea soon :).

Click on the following link to view our snapshots :D

http://www.fotozite.blogspot.com/

Random

2009-04-24T10:04:00.002+08:00

Am gonna meet Syaidah ltr... So am gonna bath now:)
I'll continue when i'm back yea :D.

Missing my Sweethearts

2009-04-23T18:09:00.006+08:00

I'm missing my friends :D I wanna meet you sweetheart :D.

Shima
Syaidah
Roshiela
Nikki(couple2 yea :D)
Ain(couple2 yea :D)
Alya
Amirah
Liyana
Fazidah
Munirah
Zima
Fad
Nurul
Herwinda
and the rest that i didnt name it here i'm freaking miss you sweethearts sooo muuuccchhh.. We hang out soon yea :D

Another Plan Pleeaaassseeee!!!!!!!!!!

And YOU BOY I MISS YOU AS MUCH AS I MISS MY FRIENDS TOO!!! :'(

I'm Sorry
Smses, callings and whatsoever... Am freaking lazy to bring my phone everywhere am freaking lazy to reply smses, am freaking lazy to pick up phone calls and i'm freaking have no idea Y... My phone is always in a silent mode, most of my friends knew it but once i saw the msges i will always reply asap but this time FRET NO, i can still ignore and pfffttt i forgotten that ive gt a msg. That's crazy yea but after a few hours den i realise that ive gt a msg to reply :(. Am not having probs but just not in a mood to do anything :(. I get bored easily nowadays and i'll tend to munch on something in my mouth pffftt. That makes me grow FAT man.......
Syaidah, sorry that i reply to ur smses v.v.late and kinda rude u see and Dearie to you too yea sorry v.v.v.v Sorry...
My mood turns me OFF really :(.

Random

2009-04-23T10:35:00.003+08:00

Am freaking MISS shopping, oh c'mon $$$ :(. I'm in Love with one of the blouse which i find it v.super nice :D *grin* i am so gonna get it :D v.v.soon.

Have not started working as they have to wait for my medical check-up result. I've collected the uniform but ive to go back there to change the skirt size as it is freaking tied and i have to wear right up to my belly button wazzup with XS. I grew so much fatter now but i've stop eating soo much am on diet now again. Am afraid to be fat and i Hate being Fatso ok :D. Siz suspected that i'm suffering from Aneroxia same goes to Nikki hahahaha. Syaidah will say that i'm crazy :D, but i love being thin, thin legs especially :D.

So now am waiting for the HR person to call up soon v.soon. :DD
So...........................................
Work=$$
Work=Tired
Work=Busy
Work=Wake up early in the morning
Work=Adult Ezlink
Work=Bills
Work=CPF in
Work=Less time spend with Friends and BF(yayat love)
Work=Saving
Work=etc, etc, etc
Eeeerrrrgggggggggg.................................
Hopefully i can work well with $$ hahaha :D

Tan Tock Seng Hospital Again!!

2009-04-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

Supposed to meet BF and take bros' lappy from him but i'm not in ease as my siz is having High Fever. She soo bloody damn weak that we brought her to TTSH ahhhh again hahaha.. Meeting BF was cancelled, will be meeting him tomorrow instead. We're gonna have fun tomorrow hopefully it doesnt rain tomorrow *pray*.

Okey, ive gtg am v.sleepy. The wind is strong bestgedebrak.....................

Oh C'mon It's Tues

2009-04-21T17:47:00.004+08:00

When to Ivys' workplace and have lunch with her. See i remember you kekekez :)
Am waiting for you aite :)

Okey, thatsit.. Ive gt to do some cleaning up :).
To Khat: Sorry that i can't make it for tomorrow preview :( Sweetheart.

Ka-ching!!

2009-04-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

Am too nervous to start work :( hahaha, plss do not laugh at me :D.

I miss SHOPPING!!

I still have lots of things to get. Arrggghhh!!!!

Love

2009-04-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

P/S I Love You

I Love You Sweetheart

2009-04-19T14:55:00.004+08:00

Am not feeling good for quite sometimes. The results that i'm holding in Higher Nitec is killing me. I didnt studied for the whole 2 years that i'm in and i'm freaking regret for not studying and yess. Even the last exams i can't even study at all i mean IT AT ALL!! I'm really DOWN with the results i achieved even i did passed. I regret am really, serious shit i nvr regret of anything like the way i am regretting now. I would have achieved to go Polytechinc if i really studied hard. I would have score well if i really studied hard. They will not looked down on me if i really have studied hard..... This Shiat have been playing around in my HEAD, BRAIN, CELLS or whatever u have call it and it's freaking irritating. Aarrgghhh!!! Am really feel down from the results that ive gt. I WOULD HAVE STUDIED and think about it earlier on. But my Braincells just can't worked anymore ppfffttt....

Okey, toodless ive rant enough. Am getting ready to go out anyhow thank god that ive gt a job now :D
And Thanks to Shima that she have brought back my confidence and keep supporting me.

Friendship

2009-04-19T13:36:00.005+08:00

and the rest...............

p/s i miss you sweetheart

It's Not A Secret Anymore

2009-04-18T23:40:00.004+08:00

Am freaking not in a mood so might as well i update with something that i've not been mentioning earlier on.

Previously i did said i was employed in some unknown company which i didnt mention about it at all, it was cisco eventually. I quit because i don't think i can co-operate with dem, it's not hard at all but i just think that it's not the right job that i want. So instead i looked for admin, recep, PSA etc....But I didnt receive any calls from any company after my resignation from Cisco for a week, so guess what! the next week on Mon i received an emailed replied from one unknown company saying that dey cant retrieve my resume. I was gt damn freaking surprised and i straight away gt my siz lappy and sent out all the resume again!! I mean it AGAIN!! Yes, in the end i searched in the straits time and got it went down for an interview but i didnt gt the job, it's a Sales Assistant position and i don't really like it. So i stop sending out resume for a few days because i'm getting too tired to hunt for jobs. The next week i hunt for the real jobs that i want.. Yess, agencies, unknown companies(i rejected them), Admin(i didnt go for a proper interview cause i don't like the environment of the worked place too ULU i could said), receptionist(next week Mon at Eunos), another admin(Next week Mon at Jurong), another sales assistant(I didnt go cause am too tired to go) and lastly PSA in Tan Tock Seng. So yea, i got a job as a PSA, i'm freaking can't wait to start cause it's freaking near to my house and I can walk home w/o both cash and ezlink with me :).

That's it i mention everything above. Tadaaa!! Have a goodnight pumpkins!
Plss I do not have anything and i'm not glam, pretty, cute, sweet or anything i do not have anything to be jealous of. Am being nice here and i have my own footsteps to go on with my own life :D Thank you for reading!!

Alhamdulilah

2009-04-17T17:20:00.009+08:00

Syukur Alhamdulilah (Thank God). I'm selected :)

I just would like to thanks to my sweethearts who have been supporting me all this while :) and Thanks to my Mum, dad, bro, siz, bro-in-law,BF and my sweetheart Shima. Thank you so much :)
BF: thanks for the endless prayers, encouragement, support and never fails to listen to me whining about getting a job(same goes to my siz) and Shima sweetheart thanks for giving me soo much support, encouragement and even build up my confidence(which i'm totally upset with myself and regret)Thanks Dearies :) Love the both of you so much mmmuuuaaacckkxxx :*

So i'm not gonna quit this time round and learn to accept everything :). Am gonna enjoy my weekends :)

There's Nothing To Be Said

2009-04-17T11:49:00.002+08:00

There's nothing to be said anymore. All i can do is pray and wait :) be patience that's all i can say but i'm not gonna stop here. Still i'll keep going and will nvr give up :) Ya Allah.....

2009-04-15T22:32:00.002+08:00

Okey, now i'll be having an interview tomorrow and Mon :) Wish me luck and do pray for me aite.

To syaidah; don't send me any emails thru my hamizahrahim@hotmail.com nye email ke sweetheart, send it to my hamizzah89@hotmail.com nye email k :) thanks sweet :) I need to meet u..

Alhamdulilah

2009-04-15T11:36:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulilah, will be having an interviews today and tomorrow. How i hope i will just get the job w/o the need to go for an interview :))

Job Interview

2009-04-14T10:29:00.003+08:00

Do pray hard for me yeah, i will always appreciate that. Another interview today. I really hope it will go smoothly. Auntie told me to call her but i've my own princip so i tend not to call her instead and find on my own.

2009-04-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking Desperate to get a Job. FCUK man i'm not earning any income shit yo. Ohgod, there goes my expenses lists :(
Am really praying now :)

And BF is freaking studying hard now, how cute :)

Great Day!

2009-04-12T00:05:00.004+08:00

My Love towards BF is getting stronger in every each day. We made a Promise to meet for the whole 3days but we cancelled our planned yesterday, cause BF have to revise for his course. Am really praying for him to success in his future :) Insyaallah, Amin.

But BF being so nice of still wanting to meet me today. Since the both of us have been missing each other soo much we absolutely said yes to meet :) LOVE.

We really enjoyed ourselves really seriously absolutely. After so long we yet to watch movie, we watch it today Fast and Furious 4. I Love it eventhough i didnt watch the 1st, 2nd and 3rd hahaha :) Thanks Dearie. I'm looking forward to watch transformer, it's all BF fault :) to bring me to watch this kind of movies :). I'm really so freaking touch with BF he supposed to finish up his prac but instead he used it to spent on me. He bought me a sandal from charles & keith treat me with a v.nice foods, i'm really touched dear by the way u treated me *cry smile*. You do not need to treat me this way dear.... Thanks Dear, thank you *cry smile* I Love you not because of the way you treated me in this way, i love you cause i really loves you it's true(you should noe the reason dear cause i did told you before).

Now am watching Cinta Fitri 3 it is soo freaking sad, that i really cried. Gggggrrrr (you don't laugh at me ok ;) dear). Which BF made me cry from the way he treated me(Good), Mummy said the wrong things towards me and Cinta Fitri 3. I really cried! Arrggghhhh!!! SHIT!!

Ya Allah.......................................

2009-04-11T00:14:00.002+08:00

Syaidah, thanks for sending me the website :) We shall meet soon yea, ive to pass ur Bithday Cert and ive gt to borrow the Microsoft Cd from you(i just realise that u msged me tadi pagi, arrgghh soo sorry i didnt reply chhiiisss).

I really need a job badly now, hopefully i get a job soon. I know ive been sucha an ass to quit that job but i don't think i like it :( Awrite, i really need to hunt for a job. There's lots of things i need to settle with.

Virgin girl

2009-04-10T02:19:00.005+08:00

Do you know that, the way you dress can really tells people whether you have LOST ur Virginity!!???
My Ans to that is FREAKING I DON'T KNOW. I didnt know that people can tell whether u have lost ur virgin by the way u dressed or looked. Fyi lil boy, i didnt even wear the way the WILD girls wear eventhough i do wear sleeveless but it's acceptable. Even my messy look can tell people that i'd just done making up. NONSENSE, BullSHIT!! I Love Messy Hair, is there any prob?? Did i touch ur GF or what!!?? Or mb ure jealous cause ur GF is not as pretty as me right, haahaa!! What an ASS!! (Dear ur friend minta nk kena tampar siak, Babi siak mulut) I'M STILL A PURE VIRGIN!!! BABI ASSHOLE!! Matair kau bodoh yg dah LOST!! pukimakkaulobangsepuluhbodoh

Do you know that having sex with ur BF/GF can makes ur relationship stronger.
My Ans to that is BULLSHIT!! Please lah eh, i'm not that kind of girls/women lah eh DESPERATE. Our long term relationship have gt nothing to do with SEX but TRUE LOVE!! Plss eh doesnt mean every long term relationship gt to do with SEX, doesnt mean having sex with ur BF/GF ur relationship will be stronger. I'M A PURE VIRGIN!!! ASSHOLE!! IDIOTIC PEST!!

Please be matured enough to think lah eh even Bf cant be bothered. I Love BF not because we have SEX(which we nvr did it before)cause of our TRUE LOVE bodoh. Eventhough his not perfect and has a financial, i really thank god to have him.
IT'S A SIN TO HAVE SEX WHEN URE NOT MARRIED!! Do you understd that!!! What Happen To This GUYS!!!
So Have THIS IN MIND!! I'm STILL a VIRGIN!!!

Oh C'mon!!

2009-04-09T21:26:00.003+08:00

Oh Damn lil thing, now i realised that my effort for sending my resume has gone! Freak, it cant be retrieve eerrrggghhh SHIAT!! ok blablablablabla!!!

Ive plan the way i want it to be, so i do not have any regret in the future. Don't think that i'm totally LOST just because i didnt get what i want it to be. Ya Allah, give me the strength to continue with the plan that i want for my future. I dont need any hatred pllsss!! I'm HAPPY WITH MY LIFE!! Syukur Alhamdulilah, Amin.

To all my friends work hard babey for our Future, it's not easy now. It's getting more and more tough nowadays. Wish you guys all the best in ur future endeavour :) Have a nice day ahead :)

To you boyfriend, I Love You Freaking Much as it grows everyday. Make sure the way you treated me is always the same, i love the way you kisses my forehead, tap my head like a lil kid, hug me and hold me tight in ur arms. Words cant describe how much i really LOVES YOU!!! :))
cya for the whole 3days!!

So sorry if i'm too mushy here but it's the fact lah.

2009-04-09T19:01:00.002+08:00

SERIOUS SHIAT!! I'm Missing My Yayat Love, DAMN!!! It's All Your Fault Love.

Microsoft Office=Job

2009-04-09T12:20:00.005+08:00

SHUCKS!!! I need microsoft Office badly!!! Anyone hu have it the CD??Plss have some sympathy in me i need it soo badly!! Plllsssss!! Do tag me if u have it.. ;(

And i'm pretty upset with my own self, i didnt manage to hunt for a job with Ida. Sorry sweetheart. Stupid Menstruation!! Luckily BF cancelled the plan to meet chhiiissshhh!!!

Webcam!!

2009-04-08T22:54:00.010+08:00

Okey, am FREAKING BORED!!

Nonsense Stupid Random

2009-04-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

I blog for the sake of blogging!! So pardon me for all the stupid post :)

I need to do something that is more important then this. I don't think i'm in the mood to go out anymore. My ROOM IS IN A MESS!!!! for goodness SAKE!!!