TIRED

What a hectic day!! I was assigned to the Urine Department where ive gt to pass them the urine bottle for them to urine inside it and bla bla bla and after my lunch hour, i'm working alone, I MEAN IT ALONE!! That was my first time ok and even was the first day learning in that department, how stress it can be man. Oh god I'm facing with 1 big mistake yea know pffftt. Anw, my clinic was the busiest clinic lahhh... OMGod!! Am freaking tired now and i have a stack of sheet to file that i didnt gt to finish it up.

Ok enough!! I'm really tired :) I need my rest.
C'mon it's not that easy lah kan and the patients keep asking us when is their turn, and then there this lil lovely malay boy talked to me when i was working all alone and he said that he will come back tomorrow which his grandma doesnt have to hahaha, how cute is that uh? I'm freaking proud of myself :D

Tadaaa

Random

Everything is fine at work but there's always something that is not right which i don't think i wanna mention it here cause there's nothing in a Human live is Perfect. Work is always tired yea.. :)

I'm Missing You Dearie Soo Muuccchhh......as much as you miss me too :'(

Thatzit, am missing my Dearie Boy badly :'(. Will be sleeping very soon and guess what ive gt an interview in the position i am now but in a different hospital. Alhamdulilah.... :)

Am Half sick!!

I'm half sick today. Sneezing starting to irritate me and my throat will always dries up like HELL and i'll cough like a patient with having a disease sucks man... I think siz disease have pass to me since she slept with me when she's sick. I really need a paracetamol for now.

Eventually, i went out even when i'm sick. Met my darl Shima, awesome all the photos my eyes one side is obviously smaller den the other cause i keep rubbing it when i'm at home :D

Hey, if you guys HATE ME SOO MUCHH just say it out and Shhhoooo meee away... If i'm at fault there's no need for you to shout at me, if my mistake is just a thing i'm a human which is the same as the both of you. So you do not have to shout at me in that way!!! Am not gonna regret what u guys have done to me, but listen here am not gonna forget what the both of you had done to me. I'm being pretty patience nowadays but today the both of you have already look down on me and now what!!! What the both of you want from me exactly..Say It Right To My Face....!!!!!!

Out with Syaidah :D

Okey now, i'm gonna be busy with work starting from Mon onwards. They called and told me that i'll be starting to work on Mon. That's it, YEAHNESS!! Am saving money for transport and food OMG!! :D okey, put that aside now.

So went to meet Syaidah at 12:00pm, awesome we had fun(hope u had fun too sweetheart), camwhored a lil at TTSH garden as she accompanied me to change my skirt size(thanks sweetheart). Then next we proceed to causeway point to collect her t-shirt, then we proceed to go our separate ways :D. We're gonna meet again yea soon :).

Click on the following link to view our snapshots :D

http://www.fotozite.blogspot.com/

Random

Am gonna meet Syaidah ltr... So am gonna bath now:)
I'll continue when i'm back yea :D.

Missing my Sweethearts

I'm missing my friends :D I wanna meet you sweetheart :D.

Shima
Syaidah
Roshiela
Nikki(couple2 yea :D)
Ain(couple2 yea :D)
Alya
Amirah
Liyana
Fazidah
Munirah
Zima
Fad
Nurul
Herwinda
and the rest that i didnt name it here i'm freaking miss you sweethearts sooo muuuccchhh.. We hang out soon yea :D

Another Plan Pleeaaassseeee!!!!!!!!!!

And YOU BOY I MISS YOU AS MUCH AS I MISS MY FRIENDS TOO!!! :'(

I'm Sorry
Smses, callings and whatsoever... Am freaking lazy to bring my phone everywhere am freaking lazy to reply smses, am freaking lazy to pick up phone calls and i'm freaking have no idea Y... My phone is always in a silent mode, most of my friends knew it but once i saw the msges i will always reply asap but this time FRET NO, i can still ignore and pfffttt i forgotten that ive gt a msg. That's crazy yea but after a few hours den i realise that ive gt a msg to reply :(. Am not having probs but just not in a mood to do anything :(. I get bored easily nowadays and i'll tend to munch on something in my mouth pffftt. That makes me grow FAT man.......
Syaidah, sorry that i reply to ur smses v.v.late and kinda rude u see and Dearie to you too yea sorry v.v.v.v Sorry...
My mood turns me OFF really :(.

Random

Am freaking MISS shopping, oh c'mon $$$ :(. I'm in Love with one of the blouse which i find it v.super nice :D *grin* i am so gonna get it :D v.v.soon.

Have not started working as they have to wait for my medical check-up result. I've collected the uniform but ive to go back there to change the skirt size as it is freaking tied and i have to wear right up to my belly button wazzup with XS. I grew so much fatter now but i've stop eating soo much am on diet now again. Am afraid to be fat and i Hate being Fatso ok :D. Siz suspected that i'm suffering from Aneroxia same goes to Nikki hahahaha. Syaidah will say that i'm crazy :D, but i love being thin, thin legs especially :D.

So now am waiting for the HR person to call up soon v.soon. :DD
So...........................................
Work=$$
Work=Tired
Work=Busy
Work=Wake up early in the morning
Work=Adult Ezlink
Work=Bills
Work=CPF in
Work=Less time spend with Friends and BF(yayat love)
Work=Saving
Work=etc, etc, etc
Eeeerrrrgggggggggg.................................
Hopefully i can work well with $$ hahaha :D

Tan Tock Seng Hospital Again!!

Supposed to meet BF and take bros' lappy from him but i'm not in ease as my siz is having High Fever. She soo bloody damn weak that we brought her to TTSH ahhhh again hahaha.. Meeting BF was cancelled, will be meeting him tomorrow instead. We're gonna have fun tomorrow hopefully it doesnt rain tomorrow *pray*.

Okey, ive gtg am v.sleepy. The wind is strong bestgedebrak.....................

Oh C'mon It's Tues

When to Ivys' workplace and have lunch with her. See i remember you kekekez :)
Am waiting for you aite :)

Okey, thatsit.. Ive gt to do some cleaning up :).
To Khat: Sorry that i can't make it for tomorrow preview :( Sweetheart.

Ka-ching!!

Am too nervous to start work :( hahaha, plss do not laugh at me :D.

I miss SHOPPING!!

I still have lots of things to get. Arrggghhh!!!!

Love

P/S I Love You

I Love You Sweetheart

Am not feeling good for quite sometimes. The results that i'm holding in Higher Nitec is killing me. I didnt studied for the whole 2 years that i'm in and i'm freaking regret for not studying and yess. Even the last exams i can't even study at all i mean IT AT ALL!! I'm really DOWN with the results i achieved even i did passed. I regret am really, serious shit i nvr regret of anything like the way i am regretting now. I would have achieved to go Polytechinc if i really studied hard. I would have score well if i really studied hard. They will not looked down on me if i really have studied hard..... This Shiat have been playing around in my HEAD, BRAIN, CELLS or whatever u have call it and it's freaking irritating. Aarrgghhh!!! Am really feel down from the results that ive gt. I WOULD HAVE STUDIED and think about it earlier on. But my Braincells just can't worked anymore ppfffttt....



Okey, toodless ive rant enough. Am getting ready to go out anyhow thank god that ive gt a job now :D
And Thanks to Shima that she have brought back my confidence and keep supporting me.

Friendship

and the rest...............

p/s i miss you sweetheart

It's Not A Secret Anymore

Am freaking not in a mood so might as well i update with something that i've not been mentioning earlier on.

Previously i did said i was employed in some unknown company which i didnt mention about it at all, it was cisco eventually. I quit because i don't think i can co-operate with dem, it's not hard at all but i just think that it's not the right job that i want. So instead i looked for admin, recep, PSA etc....But I didnt receive any calls from any company after my resignation from Cisco for a week, so guess what! the next week on Mon i received an emailed replied from one unknown company saying that dey cant retrieve my resume. I was gt damn freaking surprised and i straight away gt my siz lappy and sent out all the resume again!! I mean it AGAIN!! Yes, in the end i searched in the straits time and got it went down for an interview but i didnt gt the job, it's a Sales Assistant position and i don't really like it. So i stop sending out resume for a few days because i'm getting too tired to hunt for jobs. The next week i hunt for the real jobs that i want.. Yess, agencies, unknown companies(i rejected them), Admin(i didnt go for a proper interview cause i don't like the environment of the worked place too ULU i could said), receptionist(next week Mon at Eunos), another admin(Next week Mon at Jurong), another sales assistant(I didnt go cause am too tired to go) and lastly PSA in Tan Tock Seng. So yea, i got a job as a PSA, i'm freaking can't wait to start cause it's freaking near to my house and I can walk home w/o both cash and ezlink with me :).

That's it i mention everything above. Tadaaa!! Have a goodnight pumpkins!
Plss I do not have anything and i'm not glam, pretty, cute, sweet or anything i do not have anything to be jealous of. Am being nice here and i have my own footsteps to go on with my own life :D Thank you for reading!!

Alhamdulilah

Syukur Alhamdulilah (Thank God). I'm selected :)

I just would like to thanks to my sweethearts who have been supporting me all this while :) and Thanks to my Mum, dad, bro, siz, bro-in-law,BF and my sweetheart Shima. Thank you so much :)
BF: thanks for the endless prayers, encouragement, support and never fails to listen to me whining about getting a job(same goes to my siz) and Shima sweetheart thanks for giving me soo much support, encouragement and even build up my confidence(which i'm totally upset with myself and regret)Thanks Dearies :) Love the both of you so much mmmuuuaaacckkxxx :*

So i'm not gonna quit this time round and learn to accept everything :). Am gonna enjoy my weekends :)

There's Nothing To Be Said

There's nothing to be said anymore. All i can do is pray and wait :) be patience that's all i can say but i'm not gonna stop here. Still i'll keep going and will nvr give up :) Ya Allah.....

Okey, now i'll be having an interview tomorrow and Mon :) Wish me luck and do pray for me aite.

To syaidah; don't send me any emails thru my hamizahrahim@hotmail.com nye email ke sweetheart, send it to my hamizzah89@hotmail.com nye email k :) thanks sweet :) I need to meet u..

Alhamdulilah

Alhamdulilah, will be having an interviews today and tomorrow. How i hope i will just get the job w/o the need to go for an interview :))

Job Interview

Do pray hard for me yeah, i will always appreciate that. Another interview today. I really hope it will go smoothly. Auntie told me to call her but i've my own princip so i tend not to call her instead and find on my own.

I'm freaking Desperate to get a Job. FCUK man i'm not earning any income shit yo. Ohgod, there goes my expenses lists :(
Am really praying now :)

And BF is freaking studying hard now, how cute :)

Great Day!

My Love towards BF is getting stronger in every each day. We made a Promise to meet for the whole 3days but we cancelled our planned yesterday, cause BF have to revise for his course. Am really praying for him to success in his future :) Insyaallah, Amin.

But BF being so nice of still wanting to meet me today. Since the both of us have been missing each other soo much we absolutely said yes to meet :) LOVE.

We really enjoyed ourselves really seriously absolutely. After so long we yet to watch movie, we watch it today Fast and Furious 4. I Love it eventhough i didnt watch the 1st, 2nd and 3rd hahaha :) Thanks Dearie. I'm looking forward to watch transformer, it's all BF fault :) to bring me to watch this kind of movies :). I'm really so freaking touch with BF he supposed to finish up his prac but instead he used it to spent on me. He bought me a sandal from charles & keith treat me with a v.nice foods, i'm really touched dear by the way u treated me *cry smile*. You do not need to treat me this way dear.... Thanks Dear, thank you *cry smile* I Love you not because of the way you treated me in this way, i love you cause i really loves you it's true(you should noe the reason dear cause i did told you before).

Now am watching Cinta Fitri 3 it is soo freaking sad, that i really cried. Gggggrrrr (you don't laugh at me ok ;) dear). Which BF made me cry from the way he treated me(Good), Mummy said the wrong things towards me and Cinta Fitri 3. I really cried! Arrggghhhh!!! SHIT!!

Ya Allah.......................................

Syaidah, thanks for sending me the website :) We shall meet soon yea, ive to pass ur Bithday Cert and ive gt to borrow the Microsoft Cd from you(i just realise that u msged me tadi pagi, arrgghh soo sorry i didnt reply chhiiisss).

I really need a job badly now, hopefully i get a job soon. I know ive been sucha an ass to quit that job but i don't think i like it :( Awrite, i really need to hunt for a job. There's lots of things i need to settle with.

Virgin girl

Do you know that, the way you dress can really tells people whether you have LOST ur Virginity!!???
My Ans to that is FREAKING I DON'T KNOW. I didnt know that people can tell whether u have lost ur virgin by the way u dressed or looked. Fyi lil boy, i didnt even wear the way the WILD girls wear eventhough i do wear sleeveless but it's acceptable. Even my messy look can tell people that i'd just done making up. NONSENSE, BullSHIT!! I Love Messy Hair, is there any prob?? Did i touch ur GF or what!!?? Or mb ure jealous cause ur GF is not as pretty as me right, haahaa!! What an ASS!! (Dear ur friend minta nk kena tampar siak, Babi siak mulut) I'M STILL A PURE VIRGIN!!! BABI ASSHOLE!! Matair kau bodoh yg dah LOST!! pukimakkaulobangsepuluhbodoh

Do you know that having sex with ur BF/GF can makes ur relationship stronger.
My Ans to that is BULLSHIT!! Please lah eh, i'm not that kind of girls/women lah eh DESPERATE. Our long term relationship have gt nothing to do with SEX but TRUE LOVE!! Plss eh doesnt mean every long term relationship gt to do with SEX, doesnt mean having sex with ur BF/GF ur relationship will be stronger. I'M A PURE VIRGIN!!! ASSHOLE!! IDIOTIC PEST!!

Please be matured enough to think lah eh even Bf cant be bothered. I Love BF not because we have SEX(which we nvr did it before)cause of our TRUE LOVE bodoh. Eventhough his not perfect and has a financial, i really thank god to have him.
IT'S A SIN TO HAVE SEX WHEN URE NOT MARRIED!! Do you understd that!!! What Happen To This GUYS!!!
So Have THIS IN MIND!! I'm STILL a VIRGIN!!!

Oh C'mon!!

Oh Damn lil thing, now i realised that my effort for sending my resume has gone! Freak, it cant be retrieve eerrrggghhh SHIAT!! ok blablablablabla!!!

Ive plan the way i want it to be, so i do not have any regret in the future. Don't think that i'm totally LOST just because i didnt get what i want it to be. Ya Allah, give me the strength to continue with the plan that i want for my future. I dont need any hatred pllsss!! I'm HAPPY WITH MY LIFE!! Syukur Alhamdulilah, Amin.

To all my friends work hard babey for our Future, it's not easy now. It's getting more and more tough nowadays. Wish you guys all the best in ur future endeavour :) Have a nice day ahead :)

To you boyfriend, I Love You Freaking Much as it grows everyday. Make sure the way you treated me is always the same, i love the way you kisses my forehead, tap my head like a lil kid, hug me and hold me tight in ur arms. Words cant describe how much i really LOVES YOU!!! :))
cya for the whole 3days!!

So sorry if i'm too mushy here but it's the fact lah.

SERIOUS SHIAT!! I'm Missing My Yayat Love, DAMN!!! It's All Your Fault Love.

Microsoft Office=Job

SHUCKS!!! I need microsoft Office badly!!! Anyone hu have it the CD??Plss have some sympathy in me i need it soo badly!! Plllsssss!! Do tag me if u have it.. ;(

And i'm pretty upset with my own self, i didnt manage to hunt for a job with Ida. Sorry sweetheart. Stupid Menstruation!! Luckily BF cancelled the plan to meet chhiiissshhh!!!

Webcam!!

Okey, am FREAKING BORED!!

Nonsense Stupid Random

I blog for the sake of blogging!! So pardon me for all the stupid post :)

I need to do something that is more important then this. I don't think i'm in the mood to go out anymore. My ROOM IS IN A MESS!!!! for goodness SAKE!!!

Wish Me Luck!!

I'm being an angel after i quit my job, stayed at home to hunt for a job. For the past few days(this week) if you saw me somewhere meaning either i'm OFF for interview or i went out with my sister thatsit. That's how my weekdays is, but hopefully i get to meet BF on Thurs, Fri, Sat and Sun. Eventhough i went out with BF i still do hunt for jobs, i'll nvr giveup hunting :)

Thatsit, that's all for today sweetheart!

It's a Matter of Time

I'm still wondering the type of jobs that really suits me. Nomore Customer Service for me, i just cant make it. Gaaahhhggaaahhh!! I QUIT!!!

I really LOVE MY LAST WEEKENDS!! Awesome!!!
BF stuff me with lots of foods on Sunday pfffttt!! I really need to lose more weight, when my weight now is 38kg. I gain 3kg ok, it really matters me aarrrgggghhhh!!

In anyways am not suffering from Anorexia Nervosa, i JUST LIKE BEING SMALL AND THIN!! I don't give a damn with pple calling me names (whatever)Bonney!


I Miissss My Boyfriend(my only yayat love) and Girlfriends!!!

It's raining

I'm freaking tired!!!

Secondary School friends

Photos from my camera is up; www.fotozite.blogspot.com/
All of us supposed to wear dress but i didnt, ooopppsss!! I really have know idea which dress to wear in the end i just take any of the clothes in my wardrobe. Even my eyeliner i didnt draw it properly ok WHATEVER. But who cares!!! So plsss, and i'm freaking tired!!

I cant wait to meet you DEARIE!!! YEAH!! BF off day tomorrow.


Girls we shall go out again yea :) Toodles tadaa

YAWN!!!

Hows job??
Been freaking tired and this will be my temp job, while am looking for another job.

Hows Relationship?
Been v.good, we do fight but we settle everything within less than a day.

Hows Life?
BORED, BORED, BORED!!! I need money now!! Woooaaahhhh!!!BESSSTTTT

Okey, i cant wait for tomorrow!! I'm gonna enjoy my weekends :) toodles doodles...

Medical Checkup

When for medical check-up and gt to know that ive gain weight from 35kg last year to 38.3kg. Chiiissshhh!!! I shoudn't have eat too much junk foods NOW!! and my position in this job can easily put on weight. So i have to watch on my diet now nomore eating at night. 1 more thing that i gt to know, my blood pressure quite low meaning i nearly gt a low blood pressure. CHISSSHHH!!! :))

I have to start saving!!

Successful

After looking at the results, a few minutes ltr. I received a call from the place that i went for an interviewed last mon. I gt the job, Alhamdulilah!! i didnt believe it as my results is not satisfying at all and now i gt the job.. I have to drop by that place again today at 1:30pm to pass them the photocopy certs and IC. Hopefully everything will be fine when i start to work there.

What a release, okey the biggest damn thing now is how am i gonna take-up a part-time course. My choice that i chose is to take a part-time course. In the course that i'm interested with since i knew that i didnt manage to get into Poly. hahahahaha!!

Results are OUT ard. I knew it!! and ive ard choose the choices that i'll be making. Hopefully it turns out fine :) and hopefully it is successful. oh anw, i didnt apply for Polytechnic as i do not know anything when is the admission. So Shucks man!! Cause i knew it :)

i'm gonna get myself into trouble and oh shit they gonna look down on me again!! Eventhough i'm stupid but i still manage to leave this course w/o taking any retake papers Alhamdulilah! Here comes the naggy part. Hate It!!