Ive made up mind, siz just told me something that got to do with studies. So now i have two choices to choose, it's either the first or second?? I really have to think about it carefully cause it's my future, as i know it's not that easy though so i think i just have to concentrate on my searching of jobs first. Even i have choose the choices i will not inform my parents about it, i just wanna be independent but not totally cause i just cant, BF know it so he said that he will always be dere for me by my side. Okeey that means, My brain have to function again and know what at last i can use my IC now to borrow books, ive not been using my card since i'm in lower sec if i'm not wrong so pardon me if i sound excited.


Okey, i'm totally DEAD for tomorrow.
I have to start reading more english books in a correct ways.

Unsuccessful

I'm totally not in a mood today, my result for the interview is unsuccessful. How i knew? I'm freaking nervous and speechless and since i'm a soft spoken that's it. Oh god, I nearly broke into tears but yeesss BF is always dere for me(Bf accompanied me). His the one hu cooled me down and hug me told me not to gave up, eventhough it's hard. I'm totally totally not in my usual mood, ive been daydream al along :(

Result, am waiting for my results and i already knew hows my results gonna be like. I'm dead for it cause i know my results will be BAD!! What can i do is wait and see *pray*.

I bought myself a netbook and a printer. What the hell am i buying netbook but not notebook. Currently my comp is temporary unavailable(under maintenance), so by using sister lappy everyday is sucha fuss to me. Pest mummy to buy one for me first, i'll be paying her back. Ima good daughter ok. Now i'm having a big hole in my pocket, do pray for me that ive gt a job yeah :). Thanks do those who have wish me luck, i really do appreciate it :).

Interview

There will be an interview for me to attend on Monday. I'm freaking nervous and yess do pray for me yea. *pray*

All the best my dear Hamizah!!! Am not in the mood to update, will update v. soon yea.. Taddaaa, t.c pumpkins :))

I have lotsa photos to update. I really hope i could get myself a job very very soon. I'm still stuck with my decision pffft....
BF suffering from Food Poisoning, hopefully his ok now :) I Love You and i FREAKING MISS YOU!!!

Photos from me is up but the overall photo i have this lazy mood to upload. Stay tune aite, i'll update v. soon or u can just view at zima's multiply :)

Outing, Higher Nitec Friends

Went out with my Sweethearts, 5 of them didnt manage to turnup. (tk fair, when i didnt turn up krg smua dtg, hhmmmpp!! Mizah tgh marah ni!!! gggrrrr) It's really sad, hope everyone could make it for the next meetup. Anndd ohhh, we planned to go for a Holiday next year so please save ur money now :)

Will update the photos soon yea cause mostly is in my friend's Camera ;)

To my Sec school friends please make urself free on the 4th april aite...

p/s ida, so sorry that the gift is priceless :(

Stupid!!

Friday
Went for the career fair with siz and bro-in-law. Nothing much in there, mostly are all Private courses. I don't intend to take up any private courses as bro said it will be wasted. Yes, one of my teacher said that too. Ive changed my mind but am still thinking about it, i shall hunt for a job first. Was totally upset with both my parents and bro, so ya i'm having a hard time now.

Saturday
Went to meet BF, only god knows what happened(we didnt quarrel, but i cried for the whole freaking day.)thanks to BF that his always will be dere for me. Am still upset to update anything. So goodnight :)

On a brighter note: i cant wait for tomorrow and tuesday :))

Nyehnyeh..... I still have Yayat love and my darl friends to support me thru out my life.

SUCKS MAN TODAY!!!!

Money Money Money

Kaching Kaching Kaching$$$$$!!!!

Good Morning

Good Morning!(Bare with me i'm gonna rant everything out) Woke up early in the morning, on siz lappy and straight to hotmail. Spending a lil time in Hotmail, looking for a appropriate things to look out and dash to my Daily Calendar.

Time flies really fast, in 9months time i'm gonna be 20. Which mean i'm gonna get myself mature enough to learn all the motherly does everyday(planning to get marry soon hahahaha, nyehnyeh i'm just getting ready for the worst). Planning for the future and worrying about the future is always up in my head, praying to lead a better life in every each day and praying to live in a blissful life with boyfriend is what i do everyday. So together we pray for a better life, ok what am i typing early in the morning uhuh.

Ive been regretting for what i am now, take up the wrong choice of destinations and here i am thinking of getting a private course instead of Polytechnics. I'm still in a Confused state, i really need someone to talk to, BF will do nyehnyeh. It's time for me to wake up laaahhh!!!! ok tadaaa...... Mummy nagging early in the morning!! nyehnyeh..

Goodmorning, i'm gonna fold the clothes pffftt.

I LOVE MY YAYAT LOVE

Had an awesome day with Dearie today. I'm freaking bored staying at home all day long. So ive made a decision to meet BF instead woohooo..... Great!!! Hey, serve you right that BF didn't bother to even talk to you like before or even turn around to look at you when actually he heard you calling his name. If only you didnt called BF, BF wont be waiting for you anw, SO FROM NOW ON MIGHT AS WELL YOU DON'T BOTHER CALLING, MSGING, OR EVEN MEETING HIM ANYMORE CAUSE THIS TIME ROUND I REALLY AGAINST BF FROM MEETING YOU, IREALLY HOPE YOU WILL READ THIS BUT FRET NOT I KNOW YOU WON'T, SO FUCK OFF DUDE AND GET A LIFE IDIOT.
I just realise that ive been updating with just words and phrases pfffttt.

Okey, i'm feeling abit sick today for awhile. I HATE THIS FEELING!! I felt as though that i'm getting to have fever but it's gone after a few hours. AND I'M Freaking HAVING a TEMBEL on my left eye!!!

RIP

Received a call from my auntie(dad's side)this morning saying that 1 of my uncle had passed away *alfatihah*.
Read Yanny's blog and she wrote that Aslinna(my closefriend in nitec)bro had passed away *alfatihah*, I freaked out when i read it. I MISS ASLINNA!!!!

Will be staying at home today cracking my lil brain to think, the types of job that is suitable for me?? Okey, i know i only have an ITE Cert there's nothing much that i can find. Okey, that's find with me cause am upgrading myself next year together with Yayat Love. Ok sucks i've nothing more to update!!!

I LOVE YAYAT LOVE!!!!!!

On a side note: LIVERPOOL IS LOVE

YEAH!!!

I'm freaking feel so fortunate here. I'm able to go KL with friends starting from next year WoooHooo!!!!! :)) I'm freaking excited, and i wanting to buy DSLR Camera BUT BF SAID NOOOO!!!! There's a reason behind it only the both us know :) hahahahaha..................

Syaidah, make urself free on the 4th April(Sat) and the others too..i shall asked them once again yeah :)
It will be the usual us aite :) Girls...

Had a great time with Yayat Love yesterday. Forced him to come to my house to watch VCD together since i am not allow to go out today. Siz will be staying alone with my lil nephew pfffttt.

Ok the freaking best part, i'm losing appetite since Sat. The whole last week i ate alot and ive grown so much fatter that my stomach can be seen OHH SHIAT!!! But the feeling of losing weight is here again. Just make me sick and i'll have the skinny self again :)) I LOVE IT!!!

Bye sweethearts :)

I wanna get myself enjoying before i start searching for a new job. Like i said i bloody dont wanna get into Polytechnic. I'm getting into private :))

I miss you :)

Back

I'm Back!!! Will update all the photos soon yea :)

How Cant i Love My DEAR YAYAT LOVE, he took a LEAVE tomorrow just to Meet me up :) AAwwwww isnt it soo sweet of him.
All this while he has been my Boyfriend, Bestfriend, Brother, father, grandfather and everything..He listen to my sorrow, happiness, angriness and everything......His my everything :))
Am Dieting AGAIN NOW!! And mb will be going KL with BF next year. Anyone wanna come along with us??? Pllssss.....

To my lovely mates, ure welcome to steal the photos :) @
www.fotozite.blogspot.com
See you guys there aite :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAZIDAH :)))

I'll be gone to Port Dickson tomorrow but i'm still not done with the packing. I WILL MISS YOU YAYAT LOVE :(

Fail or Pass??

How's my first paper, it's sucks and definitely it's a C for that.
Now mugging for Human Resource. Bye pumpkins!!!

I MISS MY BOY(MUHAMMAD HIDAYAT BIN NAHAR)!!!!!!!

More to update from tomorrow onwards yea, so stay tune aite :) i will make myself free to update with all the photos that is in my camera for quite sometimes. Coming Soon it will be another new photos update for Port Dickson, mummy and bro-in-law birthday celebrations :) so stay tune.........

I'm not in the mood to study pffft!!

I'm having this mood to upload my college photos from Kindergarten to Higher Nitec.








On a sad note: I'm missing my friends.

OMFG!!! i'm freaking bored studying this stupid topic "PUBLIC RELATION". I studied just because for the sake of exams ok. Oh how i wish there's no FREAKING EXAMS..... The day after tomorrow i'm having Human Resource, how nice is that. FREAK!!

I'm not gonna step in any Polytechnics which mummy, daddy and brother force me to. I'm tired of BOOKS AND PROJECTS!!! I cant make my brain to do any Brain Storming anymore. So PLEASE!!! NO POLYTECHNICS FOR ME!! PLEASE!!!

Arrgghh!!! Goodnight pumpkins, i need to absorb everything that is in the book by tonight!!
I'm freaking regret for taking this course!!! EEeeerrgghhh!!

I'm OFF to Port Dickson leaving BF, Parents + Bro and Friends in Singapore from 12th March - 14th March.

BUT I'M FREE ON SUNDAY, Anyone wanna go out with me on this coming SUN???

I'm done with the Photos..
http://www.fotozite.blogspot.com/

I'M HAVING FEVER NOW. OMG!! ggrrrr!

Little Update

Sweetheart, pardon me for not fully upload the photos. Promise to upload everything by tomorrow yea :(.

Did i mention about today is the last day of school. Oh yes2.. So there will be nomore walking to school in a hurry, nomore wearing school uniform(i'll be throwing all the uniform v.soon), nomore stress with all the stupid projects(deleted all the projects), nomore assignment to be done(which i hardly do or could i just said i nvr did assisgnment in my Higher Nitec), nomore opening books to study(till next year), NOMORE EXAMS!!! YEAHH Stress Free...........

Photos

Shall upload the photos in school just now v.soon yea www.fotozite.blogspot.com . Today is our last day of school meaning we won't be seeing each other till next Tues and Wed. Wish you guys all the best in our upcoming exams yea. Then i will be v. busy finding jobs. I'll be continuing my studies again next year with BF. It's not good using mummy $$ u c.

Shall update again next time yea :))

I MISSES MY RINA THAPA!!!

Ive been telling BF to bring me for a holiday to Nepal. I Just Want To MEET My RINA THAPA can?? ;(

I LOVE YOU FRIEND!!! The only Bestfriend that i have in my life. Miss!!!

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND AND I MISS YOU BOYFRIEND!!

Okey, Daaaaa...I'm gonna start with my serious revision..BYE!!!!