Awww, i'm really soo deeply freaking touched with my Family.
This year most of my presents i received were in Advance. Awww how beautiful, is that right? :)

Siz: White Gold necklace and earring(i already wear it now).
Bro-in-law: Crocs shoes.
Mummy: I just received a Gucci Rush 2 perfume today(I don't use it in school anw) .
Lovely ain't they??

Shima thanks for everything sweetheart :) Thanks for being my listening ears on Wed i really enjoyed myself going out with you and yea ive gt something to tell you dearie :)

I really felt so sick now ppfffttt!!!

I CANT WAIT TO END SCHOOL!!! and FINISH OFF WITH THIS COURSE!!

Oh yess, project is here again I MEAN PROJECTS ppffttt.. Really sick of projects now cause haf been doing since Primary School like masyallah tak abis-abis dgn project. I really really badly need a peace of mind, since Jan i'll be going on for a vacation, so this coming Dec i shall asked BF to bring me out to Sentosa to have some Sea Breeze. uhuh.....
And Ohh, am really looking forward to go out with my Secondary School Sweethearts :)

Oooohhh my god, my fats are back again. Do you know that i can eat 3 meals a day now. My stomach is back to normal and i really HATE IT!! So as to stop me from eating i'll have to Save all my money in my bank, no no no no BF bank, no no no no MY PIGGYBearry BANK instead Yeeesss.. FAT FAT FAT!!

Okey, thatzit pumpkins my eyes are closing soon very soon..

Fret not, am really fit to be a mother WHATEVER!. Awww, i took care of my lil 4month nephew with no other of helping hands like a real mother. It's not an easy task ok cause this nephew of mine really give me a big big headache as he really really so CUTE dunwan to drink his milk, sleep but only PLAY, PLAY, PLAY.. The WORST THING is he does not play on his own he will shout whenever dere's noone playing with him. CUTE RIGHT!! You must be wondering why must i be the one hu have to take care of my lil nephew cause his mummy fall sick and do not want the virus to affect him. Yeah, my body is still weak though.

Am really v.tired goodnight pumpkin :)

Dear Friends,

Recently one of my cousin had participated in yourfilm.sg competition and she have been shortlisted as a finalist. So i really really appreciate ur kindness to vote for her film.
Please visit www.yourfilm.sg to vote.
Film
Title: The Cold Embrace
It is under the Open category.

Thank You!!


Love,
Mizah

Bored

Explain your relationship status:
- Married(ehem2) In a relationship

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
- You're The One

What did you wear today?
- A shirt and short

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- Noo..

How many windows are open on your computer?
- 3

What are you doing after this?
- I don't know(Talk on the phone wif BF)

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- Secondary School CCA Shirt

Do you like to cuddle?
- Ohh yess, absolutely

Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
- hosshima

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
- Yes, Muhammad Hidayat

Do you like hugs?
- Yeess, of course

Are you a loud person?
- I can be extremely loud

Are you wearing underwear right now?
- Yeah shiat no i don't wear underwear but panties.

Look to your left, what do you see?
- Lucido-l hair spray

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
- Meet my BF forever

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
- You guess.

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
- Shiat NOOOOO

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
- Actually Yes. That's Y i'm so lucky to have a BF hu didnt smoke :)

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- Ohh yesss. BF lah.

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
- Ohh yesss. Especially BF and Close ones

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
- My Muhammad Hidayat

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- You try guessing.

Last serious hug?
- Yesterday.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
- Try Guessing.

Is something bothering you?
- Yeeessss.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- Yeesss. When the time my eye lashes were long.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- Just be myself.

What woke you up this morning?
- My Lil nephew.

Would you go back in time to change something?
- yesss.

Is it hard leaving people behind?
- Ohhh Yeesss.

What are you excited for?
- My big day.

Who was the last missed call?
- BF.

At the moment are you more warm or cold?
-Cold shiat.

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
- I cant remember.

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
- Ohhh yeesss, i think soo

What are you doing right now?
- What are you doing right now.

Can you handle the truth?
- Yyeeesss.

How's your life lately?
- Relationship-Good, Family-quite good something bothering me, Friendship-Try guessing.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
- Today.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
- Summer, Winter.

Do you hate being alone?
- No, i love it.

Where were you last night?
- Marina Square, home sweet home.

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
- ice-lemon tea.

Do you currently have a hickey?
- Try guessing.

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
- Yeeesss bodoh siak, my BF lah.

When did you first get Myspace?
- My secondary school time.

Are you drifting away from any friends?
- Yeeesss, i miss Rina Thapa the most.

What are you listening to?
- Makcik kau punya laki.

What are you doing tonight?
- Potong Babi.

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
- Ohh yeess bodoh siak, that person was my BF lah.

Are you wearing socks?
- Bodoh Siak, of course no.

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
- Nothing.

Who's your last text from?
- my darling boyfriend.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
- Yyeeesss.

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
- Yeesss. My dad and bro kiss their cheek only.

Someone on your mind right now?
- Ooofff Ccoourrssee, BF lah.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- YYeeesss, i am a Spoilt Child. Right BF?

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
- My Bro. He sleep in my bed for no reason. ppffftt..

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
- What do you think?

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
- Yeeesss, actually NOOO.

Anyone told you a secret this week?
- I do not want to have any secret from anyone, except for the person that i really trust.

When was the last time you bought something?
- oooohhh, i forgot.

Do you play an instrument?
- Nooo :(

Do You Think This Is True?
IT'S HARD FOR YOU TO FIND A RIGHT FRIEND!

BF have been telling me lots and lots of times to chose a friend wisely carefully and he even keep repeating the same ol thing again and again. So dearie, thankz dear :) i really appreciate it.

Last few days i receive this message from both sweeties Liyana and Amirah :
Bismillah, Dear Allah, The lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong and i love her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs You the most and let her know when she walks with You, she will always be safe.
Love You!!
Now you're on the clock!!! In 9 minutes something will make you happy. But you have to tell 9 sisters you love them including me. Go!!

9 sisters are:
-Liyana
-Amirah
-Shima
-Aslinna(if only she read it)
-Fariha
-Syaidah
-Rina Thapa
-Roshiela
-Alya

From today onwards I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING FROM ANYONE!!!
I have enough BITCH!! I'm really ended up like shit now. Now, is there anyone who can help me with that?? NOOO, cause i don't need help from anyone. LISTEN HERE!! I FCUKING DON'T NEED ANY HELP FROM ANYONE!! Wwwoooaaahhh bestpe!!
Now just let me bloody rest my mind and stop giving me probs, get this clear IN YOUR FCUKING HEAD Alright!! I'm sick and tired of everything. Pplleeaassee!!


Now, if you gt something to say and you gt my number? Call or Message me? Talk to me and we settle things rite ahead :) *am being nice here*

PISSED!!!

Pretty good today, i went to Zoological Garden today. Had so much time with siz, Irfan and bro-in-law.. Ohh yea i know, i didnt go for the AOA Ca reason Y?I'm not ready for the test and yeah i have a MC for that. Okey just wait for pictures yeah.. I shall upload it soon very soon..

Made my Mind

Hi sweetheart, i cant sleep with my Sore Throat like this. I keep coughing non-stop :( VIRUS!! Keep Away From Me!!
So while i was reading a Storybook suddenly Genting vacation came up to my mind. I was thinking of what to bring and all. I really cant wait, i'm so excited and i wanna have some free-stress when i'm dere. Yeah!!!

Things to Bring:
-Lingeries
-2 Dress
-1 Top
-2 stocking, 2 Jeans
-Uno card and Scrabble card
-Make-up set
-Make-up remover
-White Musk Blush
-An extra bag
-A Jacket
-Extra camera Batt
-Charger(important)
-Camera
-Perfume
Lastly i'll be wearing a stiletto heel shoes. I've tot of buying a shoes for myself but i'm really out of money. I really need to save for BF Birthday :D So narrhhh ignore that..

The smell of SARDINE can make me go Crazy. I Don't Eat Sardine oh please i cant stand the smell even you said you ard wash dem or cooked them using Lime Whatever it is i DON'T EAT SARDINE AND I CAN'T STAND THE SMELL!! gggrrr.. I'm really so hungry now but dad cooked SARDINE. Ohmygod, once i step in the house i can smell it and it can really make me go crazy. I DON'T LIKE SARDINE. Let's Stop Talking Bout Sardine now and next to School.
I was pretty late today and missed the class test, i'm so exhausted that ive forgotten that actually i'm schooling today. Ohmygod this is bad! and yea Grooming was quite fun but i didnt try to put the makeup but atleast i did get to learn something :D uhuh

Ohh, please i really need a Full Rest as i'm really getting sick very very soon.
AND YESS AR it's exactly 1 more month to my Birthday. Oooppsss, did i just sae MY BIRTHDAY!! eeesiakartaktahumalusiak:)

My throat is getting worst and i think i'm so gonna sick soon. Ok, i know you will sae that's what i want so yea.. So i try my very best to upload all the photos yea :)

Btw, i'm really in a confused state and i just feel that I'm stuck in the middle. I just do not want to interrupt anyone of you My Dear Friends. What you guys wanna do, you're just welcome to do it but please please Just Take Good Care of urself :) coz i Love looking at You Guys being Happy :) and i know i have No Right to Stop You Guys from doing anything :) And I Do Not Want To Be Known As A Hypocrite :) I really apologise for what ive been doing :)
If you think i'm not a good friend of yours you can just throw me aside and tell me "So sorry, you're not being a good friend" I'm really fine with it just be straight and everything will be fine and PLS we are Young Adult and NOT A KID/CHILDREN anymore:) rite :)

Eversince i step in Higher Nitec i just don't feel that i'm being myself. "I"M LOST"
Now I think it's good that i end it here as the tears are starting to roll down my cheek. I'm really So Sorry Dear Friends :)

So have a very nice day ahead and Take Good Care of Urself Pls :D


bye,
Mizah

Am really Proud

I'm really proud of my BF. He haf been dieting since everyone started to say him Fat. But here i am eating continously OOHHH NNOOO!! I'm gaining my weight back omgod! I really need to start really really need to start with dieting again and i really DON'T MIND TO BE SICK!! Really..I want to lose more weight like dropping to 35-34kg i really DON'T MIND BEING THIN :D I Love It!! :D

It's my self reading time now as i really need to improve my english. My language has been down really really bad :(
I'll Love My December Holidays if Only I've gt my daily $

Friendster have been such an Ass. You have to add everyone up like as though i could remember my friends email Add.. Okey The End! Before i kick, i box, i slap, i pinch and all sorts of violence.


Bye,
Mizah

Ohh Shit!!

To Syaidah:
Am really sorry i just remebered that you invited me to your house..eeerrrggghh!! Ohh damn i've a v.bad memory really :( really v.sorry. Btw, Happy 1 years to Hazmi.
We shall meet soon ya :(

Ohh please pple i have a v.good nice supper today :D

Marshmallow and Strawberry with Chocolate Dip yummy :p

Pardon me for the awful background :D

Anw,Photos is up :D

http://www.fotozite.blogspot.com/

So sorry for the delay coz computer been such an Ass, for goodness sake it Jams up everything.

And i miss out 3 photos.. People involve: Mirah and Friend, Zyma and Fad. I'll upload the photos soon yea latest by tomorrow.

Happy 20th Bithday Munirah

Yesterday we had our great night celebrating Munirah's Birthday. Thanks Munirah :)
and I know i was soo sooo kecohrable so yea 'keep talking' :)
Btw, i really admire this 2 couple yesterday Liyana's and Mirah's :D
Photos will be up soon yea:)
And i love my BF and scandal(Yaniiee) too :D

I've gt a real life Ghost Story and it just happen recently :D
Which my dad is the one hu saw it and there's a dog howling which i heard it too. Pretty scary i'll faint when i see it :)

Again

I was out with BF in the afternoon and we had soo much fun enjoying ourself, walking here and there to have some lil minnybit of shopping.

BF being a good uncle today to buy some toys for his Nieces and nephews :) aaawwww..........
And i bought myself a Mickey Mouse Jacket from Fox :) for the upcoming Genting Trip. Ok I still have two more t-shirts to get and maybe a skirt :) and that's for my December.

Now I think I've gt something to share here(Enjoy!):

Malaysian worker dies after being attacked by white tigers at zoo

SINGAPORE: A Malaysian contract worker died after being attacked by three white tigers at the Singapore Zoo on Thursday.

The worker has been identified as Nordin Bin Montong. Zoo officials said the 32—year—old had jumped into a moat at the white tiger enclave and was subsequently mauled to death by the white tigers.

Police said they received a report at 12.30pm about a man sustaining neck injuries at the zoo. Paramedics were called to the scene and Nordin was pronounced dead at 12.45pm.
Biswajit Guha, assistant director, Singapore Zoo, said: "Prior to the incident, the zookeepers had actually noticed that the contract worker was behaving erratically.
"He was throwing things around and as he was walking out of the zoo, he passed comments like ’Goodbye, you won’t see me again’. He later cycled back and 5 minutes later, the alarm went off."

Nordin had jumped off the ledge into the water and once he was inside the enclave, the three white tigers mauled him for five to ten minutes, while 20 zookeepers tried desperately to save him by distracting the animals.

They were too late, as were the two licensed rifle shooters who were called to the scene.
As a precautionary measure, the white tiger exhibit has been temporarily closed and the 9—year—old tigers, which came from Indonesia, are in confinement for now.

Zoo officials said once the police finish their investigations, they would examine if there is a need to further enhance safety measures.

Singapore Zoo added that it is natural for tigers to pounce on any prey and there is no reason to sedate the animals.

Bye,
Photos will be up soon yea :)

Today was just a right day, for me cause i just bumped into my Sweet Aslinna when i was on my way back home, like finally lah seh. We have a short chat but hey, we are gonna meet again soon lah ok cause i know ive lots to share and catchup with her. I'm gonna complain everything to her lah ok :D She told me to eat more as i'd ard lose so much weight and she wants me to have my chubby face again. But i told her i don't want cause i felt that i want to lose somemore weight :).
I'm so excited when we met like ohmygod ohmygod finally lah seh.

Shopping With No Money

Absenting myself with No Medical Leave made me felt guilty as i've been absenting from school countless of time. Coolkepe, i'll just have to wait for a letter to reach my Mailbox and that's it, i shall said You can Go To School now w/o absenting yourself bitch! ;)

Finally the dress that i've been waiting for have arrived, and the brownwhite esprit top that i wanting to own it, is in my hand already koolness bitch ssshhhhBFistheonewhoboughtitformeimsobrookeebitch
I wanted to get myself a t-shirt but damnit i'm totally broke like FCUK lah siiaaa. I have to survive with a dollar fifty cent till the next month of the 12th. I'm not asking for a sympathy uhuh :) am learning to survive :). Can i??

There's alot of things that i need to get in mind. woohooo!!
But i have to save $300 for BF birthday bash

Revision Time!!

I couldnt sleep and to my surprise i woke up to have Maggi Mee for my Supper. I just couldnt stop eating nowadays that i dont know why is the reason. So please STOP me from eating when you see me chewing on something cause i can really gain soo much weight anytime and i will have soo much probs wen comes to losing weight. OhMyGoodness!!!

I will promise myself that starting from tomorrow onwards i will have to start with my dieting. pppfffftttt!! My stomach have been such a dumb to take in all the foods and not throwing them out and now i wish i am sick :D I WANNA BE SICCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! Pleasssseeee!! You may think i am crazy but yeesss i am :)

Just give me sometimes to lose weight aite :D Just give me the vomitting sickness and i'll Love it.

iknowyouwillhatethisdeariebutihavetodothiscauseihatemyselfwhenimfat

Photos is up

I wanna do something to my hair when it have grown longer :D 1 more year to wait pffttt............

Btw, all photos are up at www.fotozite.blogspot.com/ but it's a slideshow..So sorry about it, i shall update with a proper want soon yeap :)
Have a nice day and Goodnight :D

Went out to have our Dinner together at Grand Hyatt Hotel Yesterday :) The food there is so Yummmy, delicious that i couldnt stop eating. I Love the Sting Ray, Crab and Prawn soo much..yummyyum!! *licklips* and i think ive gain somemore weight already pfffttt... Am sure that i'm dieting for the following days ;)

Photos will be up soon yea.. Give me somtimes yea :) cause i've to steal from bro-in-law :)

When out with Yani to Marina Square in the Afternoon. We had so much fun and enjoyed ourselves but i'm too shy to pose to the camera and it takes time for me to process :D. So Yani after so many outing i'm sure i'll be sooo tak tahu malu wan :D So wait eh :D

Click on to the following url for photos www.fotozite.blogspot.com/

This was what Boifren said to me just a minute ago "u ada sifat dendam di dalam hati you, cause once there's someone who hurt me and it's so sure that i'll do it in a more worst situation. That's the bad character i have but once they're good i'll really treat them in a good and nice way".

I laughed throughout our conversation :D . pffftttt.. youreallyknowmedeeplydearieiloveyousomuch

I've made up my mind not to delete this blog.. woolaahooo :)

It seems like i've tons to update but i didnt have a nice time seating infront of the comp as it has been behaving so sucky, so yea i shall spend some minutes to update since i find it soo fine today :P Ihateyoucommy

Happy Belated 19th Birthday Yani!!



Happy Belated 19th Birthday Pauline!!


Shall update again soon :) Photos will be up soon.